I can not believe I'll be leaving for college in five days...To be honest it still hasn't hit me that ill be seriously leaving the valley and will be starting a whole new life in New York! Its scary and exciting at the same time but id have to say its more scary than it is exciting. I think thats why it hasnt hit me quite yet. I think I try to not think about it as much because the thought kind of frightens me and it just seems so unreal to me. But I cant believe time has gone so quickly that there remains five days until i leave... Everything seemed so far away. I remember marking my calendar for the 15th of August as the day i leave for NY back in june, and thinking "maan, thats faaaaar away" but wow, its already five days!! Sigh.. And lately its been kind of stressful (?) not quite the word but whatever. But its been kind of stressful because I have to make plans to meet up with my friends before i leave. And honestly i dont even have many friends so I would think it wouldnt be hard but it is actually. Especially because everyone works! So scheduling a time and day when everyone can meet has been a struggle. Also on top of that a lot of my friends dont really get along with each other so i have to meet them all separately which is also a hassle. AND on top of that I have to spend time with my family before i leave them for NY! But i guess i shouldnt be complaining about this and just be thankful that i even have people to meet and that i am so loved that people actually want to spend the last days with me before i leave.
Another thing that I've been doing lately is water skiing ! I just started recently and wow it is way more fun that i always imagined it to be. Growing up I was always afraid of water, so i thought, but it turns out I'm actually not! I'm not gonna lie, water skiing is a very intense sport and i have been very sore for the past few days that i went but its only been the second time i went and I've gotten better already and its super fun! Not only is it an exercise but its fun and almost seems like it isn't an exercise! I don't regret not going as a kid because i feel like i had my reasons and it seemed right for me not to go as a kid because i was very afraid. But i do feel like if i did start earlier i would have been very good by now and may have even learned how to drive the boat! But i don't feel any regrets to my decisions! What's important is the present !
Speaking of the present, my mom's coming home today! My sister and I have to go pick her up at 11 because my dad is going to go out to the lake at 7 in the morning. But i dont mind at all that i have to pick my mom up. I feel a lot older now. To see that my dad leaves me and my sister to do these things like driving to LAX to pick our mom up. Its crazy how time flies!
I'm also going to meet Rachel in LA after my orthodontist appointment. I have to get my retainers adjusted and maybe new ones because mine are so dirty and the bottom ones dont even fit after my wisdom teeth grew out! I know ill have a great time with Rachel today just catching up and talking and eating of course.
Well, Im going to try to go to sleep now because its 3 now and i have to get up at 9:30 to get ready!! Goodnight/Good morning?
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